Jean Cleere of Newton tells her story Tuesday, Sept. 6, 2011 at her home in Newton. Cleere lost her husband of 23 years, Jim, in the Marriott hotel at the World Trade Center when the towers came down. He is the only Iowa resident to die in the September 11th attacks. He was there on business as the vice president of a telecommunications company out of Des Moines. (Matt Love/ SourceMedia Group News)
NEWTON, Iowa - The morning of September 11, 2001, Jean Cleere went to work at the Maytag plant in Newton like she did every Tuesday. Her husband, Jim, was in New York on business. When the first plane hit he was in his hotel room in lower Manhattan, in the shadow of the Twin Towers, the place now known as "Ground Zero".
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"We finished up our conversation and goodbye and I love you, and that's the last time I talked to him."
Unlike many of the families who lost someone on September 11th, Jean knows what happened to her husband in those final minutes. And she knows he wasn't alone. "They got out of that ordeal and they spotted light to the north and decided to go that direction and outside of that hotel, almost to the north end, they got outside and there were firefighters tending to Jim," Jean said.
Jim had been hurt; he couldn't walk on his own. He'd made it down 15 flights of stairs from his hotel room to the lobby. Firefighters were trying to get him out of the Marriott when the tower fell, crushing them.
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"...Your father made a decision to try and save my husband..."
Through witness accounts in books and magazines Jean was able to find the names of the two firefighters who died alongside Jim. And while at memorials at Ground Zero, she met their families. "Are you any relation to Fire Chief Raymond Downing? That was my father, and this is my brother. I cleared my throat and I said your father made a decision to try and save my husband. I'm from Iowa, he was out here on business."
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A Love Story That Started in October 1976 and Ended September 11, 2001
Jean Cleere is the only September 11th widow in Iowa. In the list of nearly 3,000 names of those killed in the terrorist attacks, only one is of an Iowa resident: Jim Cleere of Newton. He was the vice-president of telecommunications for Seabury & Smith out of Des Moines. But to Jean, he was the love of her life. "October 1976, I remember he was such a gentlemen, blonde hair and red beard, but I just fell in love with him. He had a great sense of humor," Jean recalled. They were married 23 years.
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When Jean retrieved Jim's car at the airport parking lot, it was as if he'd left a message behind in the ring he was planning to have re-sized. "This is Jim, this is the man I married, I truly believe he's in heaven."
"I have a very strong faith. When we were watching those towers fall we prayed, Lord, we don't like what's happening and you know in our hearts we want Jim to come home, but if that's not in your plan we will be okay."
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Jean Cleere attended almost every anniversary of September 11 at Ground Zero with hundreds of other grieving families who knew her type of pain. But this year Jean is staying in Iowa, and building her own tribute here to those who risk their lives every day.
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Jean Cleere is raising funds to build a firefighter tribute in her hometown of Newton. Two firefighters stayed by her husband's side on September 11, 2011, and died trying to save him when one of the towers fell. She wants to honor the heroes on that day, as well as those who continue to selflessly give the ultimate sacrifice to comfort those in need.
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